After I realized that some people would never ever love me no matter what, I promised my soul that I would treat everyone nicely as if they were a long lost love after all, aren't we all trying to make our way through life instead of ending our own and putting people down?
I saw to see, what was really me, what I thought I should be, wasn't reality, bacaused we're all pretty :)
At one point, I viewed life as an empty vaccum, a soul sucking, creativity-robbing vaccum of infinite space. Now, I see it as a game, you win-loose, and it's ok to make errors because we aren't robots like our computers. And there are wonderful people out there you haven't met yet and it's ok to talk! It seems almost like the astral plane spirits are reaching us more, trying to make us feel depressed and alone, but that's not true, you've got to believe in your heart that what they're saying isn't true! And life is beautiful, and one day everyone will return and rest from all of it, wake up from the nightmare and end up in a beautiful place like this, only a million times better. So it's goodbye, only for now.